Just saw this confession bear on reddit & I do the same with my dad (not talking to him at his grave since I haven’t been in years, but just the fact that I don’t think of him as just gone into nothingness, although I don’t believe in God). I always wondered about my conflicting beliefs in this regard, but when I read these two comments people left, it made sense. Much more sense than religion ever will to me. I see people like my boss who is such a logical person and has an MBA and knows so many things, but his religious beliefs are Mormon. I really can’t understand how a person like that can have religious beliefs. Someone that is always looking for the logic in everything.
I guess it’s not for me to understand. I think too damn much.